I just got off the phone with my husband, and I'm in the process of drying up my tears. I'm so proud of him, & I feel so bad that I couldn't make it. He's still in Ft. Leonard wood, but he's told me that he graduated & is going on to AIT. I miss him so much, its hard to be without him, but I know when they deploy him, it'll be even harder. I love that man so much, he's helped me find myself.  He said that all the guys make fun of him for crying, but its okay, I love my soldier no matter what. I really hope that I can make it to his graduation, I don't even know when his graduation is. I'm estimating its around July 25th, thats what he said anyway. I love him, I know I already said it but I can't get over the fact that I actually found the love of my life at a young age & I'm so proud to be married to him. 

Anyway, that should be enough of me rambling....

So I made it to las vegas okay, sorry this is a little late with posting but better late than never. I also called my mother in law and got the number to my husbands DS....from his letters I'm sorta afraid to call, he says that his drill sargent knows his name forward and back. *sigh* thats my husband for you, not being a bad ass, but being a dumb ass, but I love him. Now I'm in vegas and tryin' to make friends...anyone?

I got three letters from my husband, two pictures and again a blank check. I'm leaving Ft. Jackson tomorrow morning...hopefully I'll also be home by tomorrow too. I'm so happy...I miss my husband so bad, I've realized that going through shit like this, and being away from loved ones, makes you want to apologize for everything you've done or screwed up for. for example i've told my husband i'm sorry for being a bitch and nagging at him for no apparent reason. he said sorry about making my cry or making me feel like shit. I love him so much it hurts so bad that we are away but I know that it will be so great when I see him again.

I've only got two more days to wait till I can return to the great city of sin.  I can't wait any longer. I've been trying to get a few new clothes, cell phone & laptop, so when I get home it'll be there, but my bank shut off my card so I'm takin' it as a sign that I'm not supposed to be spending money right now. Already on this site, I've met a few women to help me with the seperation with my husband, and also like him I can't wait to see him either.  So much Chaos is happening today. 

While I'm waiting to go home, I've moved out of my 6 person bay, to a 30 person bay, and I've become PG (Platoon Guide) in training, for when the actual PG leaves. So Joy, it's not that I don't want to do it, I just don't want all these girls jumpin' down my throught about firegaurd or someshit. I really don't care, cuz what there going through is not about me, it's really not, I'm just doing my job. 

N-e way I'm gonna go before I get caught and get in trouble....Later everyone
Peace, 
Kristi